i went back to the diner for thanksgiving weekend. as good as the money was that place makes me so unbelievably miserable. not only are most of the people just as miserable being there but a lot of them are drug addicts. the people that come to the diner are also just nasty nasty people. most of the people there treat the servers like shit. it gives me no hope for humans. seriously. it ruins my soul.
people came in that i used to wait on over the summer and it made me so happy. one woman came in and i remembered her and her fantastic glasses that she had. in the summer i made a comment about how much i liked them and she told me that i deserved a pair and to go get myself some. when i saw her this weekend she checked to see if i had gotten them and when i told her no she left me a twenty four dollar tip and told me to save up for a pair. one woman left me fifteen dollars because she found out i was graduating in a semester and told me good luck with everything i do in life. another older couple and their friend came in and attacked me with hugs and kisses when they saw me. i wish all my customers were like them and didn't talk down to me because i'm a waitress.
after all the people in the diner talking about the drugs they do or what everyone else does it got me all fired up. i'm pretty sure i just disagree with drugs all together. call me a hypocrite because i've tried them but i'm over all that stuff. i don't like the way it made me or how it makes anyone else. i won't preach to anyone about it, its not my place, but i don't know. don't waste your life away doing hard drugs off the sink in the employee bathroom, its not going to bring you anywhere in life.
i feel like my relationship with my mom is starting to fall apart. we've always been really close but recently i feel weird around her. we still get along but sometimes i feel like i can't tell her as much as i used to. i'm almost afraid to. i told her something once thinking it would make a situation better and she won't accept it. we had the falling out when we fought about tom but i'm over it. she doesn't know how long we dated and she doesn't need to. whenever she gets drunk she brings him up and one day i'm just going to smack her. he's not around anymore and theres nothing to worry about. i think thats whats bringing this on. i won't ever talk to her about it because she brings up marlene in the situation, too. i think thats what pisses me off the most. the mom vs. marlene thing was wrong on both of their parts but especially my mom's.
boyfriend now! he's really good too me and i like him a lot. although i am really afraid things are moving too fast and there will be nothing to look forward to in the future. i guess we'll have to work on that one.
i'm in love with my roommates. we all get along really well and we're the best! this week we're having a post-thanksgiving party and a party to celebrate the fact that we're no longer a dry apartment. loveeee us.
the semester is almost done and i can't believe it. the classes that i'm taking are somewhat difficult but i'm doing well. i'm pretty excited for next semester. i finally have another class with my beloved stevie, my senior seminar, intro to sociology, and CERAMICS! looking forward to it!
this was a lot of writing. i wish i would have used it towards the archaeology paper that is due tomorrow.
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